*Update* 7th/4/08 ~ So like, I'm ok now. I did my math exam today. There is a high chance I FAILED it. Although it doesn't bother me so much as I don't pass math exams very much so I'm use to it.
Um, I'm feeling alright, a little bit on the exhausted side, tired to add. But I'm okay, I feel like drawing oddly enough not to mention my computer is getting updated or whatever... and that means all the good programs I have for drawing in are going BYE-BIES, and thats making me upset, I can't say good bye to Open Canvas 3 ~ *sobs* ~ TTnTT

And as for that fucking party, it ended up stopping 3:30 in the morning. Me was not pleased as the night before I lacked sleep due to Kidney Reflux which cause me to wake up in agony. So for the whole weekend, I remained a tired, emotional wreck ~ ._.
Funny how life's a bitch.
But thanks for the comments guys, it cheered me up.

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<sub>So I'm here writing to you all because;
1} I can't get any fucking sleep due to the ignorance of a frigging long party with excessive loud music.
2} I tried to get to sleep but found myself feeling more sick and tired and then getting out of my fucking coasy bed to PERSONALLY tell these assholes that it's almost 2 in the fucking morning and they should turn down their music... but was completely ignored.

I, due to the banging of the loud music from these fucking inconsiderate retards, suffered an anxiety attack. It lasted for 10 fucking minutes, 5 - 6 of which I had trouble breathing and couldn't stop crying then my bottom lip went numb, I can hardly feel it now even tho it's 40 minutes later.

What if another one of these things hit me? I can't go to a doctor or my parents cause they'd think it's a load of rubbish because it's 2 in the bloody morning... and I haven't been to a doctor to rule out if I suffer from anxiety attacks so I have no hard evidence to say, hey you gotta turn down your music cause I'm an emotional twit that gets triggered by the constant banging of music... which in the end doesn't sound like music because it litterally sounds like, BANGING.

You guys have no idea towards how PISSED OFF I am of this moment.
Lets also remember that I have started my half yearly exams.
Oh no, no fucking pressure or stress ~ *sarcasm*</sub>